Thursday, May 31

My training pictures for the past 2 weeks. Filled with fun, laughter & stress.

Learning self defence.

We are learners & victims as well.

Green circle: Self Defence Trainer Checking for fractures. Preparing for turning.

Turning victim ard. Recovery position.
Victims must head tilt chin lift at this positon for airway breathing.

This dummy name Anne.

I blow countless times on this dummy inorder to learn my CPR well.

Pink circle: Jetstar Training Executive.

Green circle: YSL Grooming Trainer.

♥ 10:41 PM

Wednesday, May 30

Dragging myself to work this morning was horrible. Flu, sore thoart, muscle ache.

Dun ask me y i cant take MC. Cos i simply cant! If i had to, i will hav to recourse. Which means, all the efforts for the past 2 weeks are down to drain.

Was worried for the test though cos the nite before i popped a flu + panadol down. It makes me feel so soft & sleepy.

In 2 days, i had 3 tests.
Faints.

But, I scored 98 marks for my first aid test! This is the best mark i have ever achieved!

So, aft passing all the tests, I'm officially a first aider now.

♥ 11:50 PM

Sunday, May 27

I'm Bored.

Bored..

Bored...

I'm having little sore thoart plus flu. It must be famous amos cookie fault but it's so addictive that i cant stop!

I was browsing through frendster then i came across smth tat cause me to be fuming mad nw.

"I am more to a person that won't get to angry easily, too open, think open.. Friends say that i'm too kind hearted.. But no choice, i am born like this.. =)"

Pls eat shit & die!!!

"Kind hearted"?, "i am born like this"?

WTF. I will nv forget the look that u giv me when u beat me up! U're jus a demon wif 2 faces! One hand, u're so quiet when u're ard wif frens. On another hand, u're jus a bastard that beat me whenever u like.

"Think open", i might agree cos u're always accusing me of slping wif other men.

FYI. As long its men tat i talk wif, i'm jus a loose women that will go to bed wif them.

Oh yes! I also will not forget the sentence tat u told me before. I beat u because i 'm teaching u!

HYPOCRITE!!

♥ 12:02 AM

Saturday, May 19

A dream/ six sense tat is so real tat i nv had before. Thinking back, i'm feeling goosebump again. Half awake, my mind suddenly went so noisy & there is some picture in my mind. IT REALLY FEAK ME OUT. I noe smth is nt right.

If it happens again tonite, i'm sure tat i will move my matress nx door to slp with my parents!Yes. I will do it. Dun doubt me. =)

Bought more famous amos cookie for burning midnight oil to study. This time i bought 300 g. Think it's gg to last me at least for 3 days?

Ooo, spiderman 3 made me teared! I'm jus so emotional la..

♥ 11:13 PM

Friday, May 18

Test Test Test!!!
The passing marks for all the test is at 80% & above.
SO u imagine hw stress can i be.

Jus access my ESS(Jetstar personal updates for crew). How idiotic the online programme is. Imagine typing everything for 3 times then its being updated! All my MCs, Leave, personal profile & blah blah will need to key in urself. Its so different frm hotel where u hav a nanny to help u with all this. At airlines, U DIY!!

Learning self defence tomolo. Karate!!
wooo.. Dun play play!! Heh Heh..

Will be flying to Hongkong on 13 June for my survival course. (If i manage to pass all my test for the nx 3 weeks)
Its a hard wan.

♥ 12:59 AM

Wednesday, May 16

Everyday my transportation take at least an hr to reach airport. Lessons start at 9am. But i wakes up at 7am.

The night before i start work, i wouldn't slp at all. Getting nervous+excited+worried.

My nightmare will begin nx week where i will have to go through 2 tests each week to pass as a cabin crew. If i fail for the test, tata to the company. Tons & tons to learn.

Wish me gd luck* Oh yes, my class had 5 beautiful ladies from japan!

Today's make up workshop is fun! Doing masks & makeup throughtout the day!

I realised aft getting chicken pox, i'm eating my words up.

Snapshots

My cabin crew pass. Discounts everywhere at the airport!!

Image makeup workshop.

Eliza, Reina & me

Dead tired. Took @ 11pm plus

♥ 1:22 AM

Sunday, May 13

"U cannot go out ah or else policeman will come catch u!"

I got the same response from 3 different men.
LaLa, Father & Hongzai.

I noe that chicken pox is contagious.
BUT
Bleah~

I'm already so demoralised bringing pox pox out & u all keep pouring me cold water!

Last friday, i was talking to LaLa tat i need to go back hotel to do my clearance as my current new job need blk cover shoe. After which he told me "u cannot go out ah or else policeman will come catch u!" Well, i didnt went hm straight cos coping myself 5 days at hm really kills me. Thus meet irene & kylie to raffles city, marina square & suntec for some shopping. Then hm sweet hm. Reached hm, my father told me the same thing,"u cannot go out ah or else policeman will come catch u!" Yest nite, i went down for my supper & saw Hongzai at his stall. & he told me the same thing again. U cannot come out ah or else policeman will come catch u! Then, I ordered his so-called chicken pox speciality wanton mee wif no wanton.

♥ 3:49 PM

Thursday, May 10

Still hav pox pox on my face!!

Going back to hotel for my clearance tomolo. Maybe meeting azaleas aft work also.
Hmm kinda miss hotel life aft disappearing for 1 week.

Grandplaza is like a stepping stone to me. Without Gpp, i guess i wouldnt hav climb so high.

Life give me alot things to learn.
Things i should keep or let go.
Things to forget or regret.
Well..
Gd memories i choose to keep & rem.
Bad memories i chooses to leave & forget.

GOODBYE GRANDPLAZA!!

Starting my new job at jetstar asia as a cabin crew on coming monday..

♥ 10:19 PM

Sunday, May 6

I'm down with fever & chicken pox.

This morning i nearly wan to puke & cry out seeing my face with so many poxes.

♥ 7:53 PM

Saturday, May 5

MC for 2 days!

Supposed to meet kylie, Irene & Azaleas aft work to park palace for our last meal. But its unsucessful because of me.

Main reason: FEVER!!

& mine this 37.5 degree of fever wont increase or decrease.
$%^&*.

The worst part is tat i'm under observation for CHICKEN POX.
ok. ok.
In my 23 yrs of life, i nv had chicken pox before.

Ms Irene Teo also had fever.
Haha.
Finally u can understand the feeling of body aching & no strength cos u're blaming me of having fever & putting u all aeroplane. ^^

♥ 12:53 PM

Wednesday, May 2

Snapshots @ PPC

Childish-ness added sparks to our boring work

Catch hold by Irene eating my choc muffin.

♥ 4:37 PM

Traces of bad memories.
Evidence might be destroyed totally.
But an un-eraser scare tat hunts u.

I noe u wont forget. It applies to me as well.
Though i've been keeping quiet for all tis years, it doesnt mean i've forgot.
Yes, i'm nt the perfect gal.

But y u have to dig out to let me rem it.

I didnt regreted wat i hav do cos i noe its the best for me.

I'm selfish cos reality is cruel.

♥ 11:52 AM