I'm still safe & sound. Glad that i didn't get a electric shock. Cos.. For the first time, i change a light bulb myself.
Suddenly, i miss my father. If he's ard i will nv ever hav to change it.

I got my confirmation letter. =) A pay increase of $100.

♥ 11:37 PM

My last post dated 3 mths back.

Actually, i have so much things to wrote abt, but dun noe where to start from.

3 days later will be my late father 100 days. Chinese belief, 100 days later he wont be at hm anymore.

100 days, seems so fast to me yet everyday it's like a invisible stress added to me. I dun like this feeling. I hav so much to say, to confide, to cry but i dun hav to courage to show this feeling out.

I'm like a default breadwinner.

I miss my father. Suddenly, i'm all by myself.

I didn't noe losing someone so dear to you can be so painful.

I'm numb.

♥ 11:05 PM